Gosh is has been a very emotional month and a half. We went from 6 kids back to our core 4.
Fostering is hard. In so many ways. Walking alongside someone with significant trauma is so incredibly hard. Keeping a kid in foster care for 1.5 years isn't fair. The unknown broke her. I pray she will be healed.
Saying goodbye to a precious baby that we loved on and cared for for half of her life broke me. Broke us.
I am grateful for the journey. It has shaped me. It still is. I am uncomfortable and I don't like it. We will become stronger for it. We will heal.
It's been a month. I want to jump right back into it but we need time.
